That’s it all done and dusted mum. Been a week now and to be honest I don’t feel much different! It was an amazing day and I don’t think you would have left the dance floor. You were there all day. I missed you so much but did as you said and didn’t get too upset and enjoyed every minute of it. I’m still struggling to get my head around the fact that I’m never going to see you or hear your voice again. It seems so unfair. Mirren is just like you and you would love everything about her. I find myself wondering who to message when I have a question or want to send a pointless photo of her because it should be you. We love you and miss you so much xxx

Well that’s it done and dusted Mum. It was one of the best days of my life. You were so missed but you were a huge part of the day and I felt you with me. You wouldn’t have been off the dance floor I’m sure. I got so many compliments on my dress and that’s down to you. Having your dress as part of mine was such a privilege. What I would give for you to have been there Mum. I will love you forever xxx

Only a couple days to go. Couldn’t miss you more. You should be here. Although you’d be fed up of me messaging you. I can’t believe I’m going to do this without you by my side. You will be so happy with my dress and yours being a part of it. Tricia has been so good for us all and she is going to be with us at the weekend to keep us right. You are such a big part of the day and will constantly be on my mind. I know you won’t be happy with that but what you gonna do ha. You will love mirren in her dress. She is going to be beautiful. She says hello to you all the time. Miss you so much mum and love you beyond words. Will message you again when I’m married. Xxxx